The fear!

 Been a movie day tootally.....

Also yet another one of those moments that u see smthing sooooo good and that very first n only name person face that comes ro your mind knowing he would loove it too but also when you forget it's been that long and with time people change cause in some way you have too.....

When you live different situations is when you realize how much uve changed..

Its strangely all fading away charlie the missing there that much love still there but that thing bout that wait.......

The movie this new found love for great soundtrack based movies that u loooove now.....this very one today knowing his love for that kinda music knowing that him from back then would've loved it too...the one you knew!

The same you back then would've straight away msgd me asking if this one was him cause there is no other way it could be somebody else it's that strong thing that one feel that screams through you somehow that's him same feel back then over that other skype like random page that he suggests you to come on cause the skype wasn't working and it keeps changing new peoppe coming in and you just gotta find yours and there he was talkin to you like some random guy but in you that one string feeeeel of him which he later does mention bout it being him...

 That same this time too and yet you couldn't just ask him away cause in tat moment it was bout if you do he woiod block you again and then you think he is there but maybe now you are just another contact on the list......not a word nothing at all!

So what would that mean like what's more important to just be with living from distance or to just lose that bit of it too....

This movie now that one line does it for you and with friends wedding planning moving in finally day after and the work plans with too many things on mind comes down to some words some moments that you come across and the way it just connects it all away!

Just like that!!

To this one moment when you had to reply this stylist for some outfit for tomo to be picked and that usual thung to see him for a bit first and that sec you dont see his pic for a sec with that one lil sec of feel he blocked you back??!

As you write this now that one strange fear too which has happened more than once...

Just like in the movie the mention bout saying things out not to tell anybody anything if you want it to last!