Youdays!!

 Sunday mornings like these !!!!!

A sleep full of him a waking up to your most looooved red halo over him.....a race thing but something's you can never really understand thewaaaaays they can make you happy away!!!!!!

It's just been such a moooood today!!!!!

A day full of toooo much missing with all the plannings on hold for just today it's been suchaaaaaaaaaaaa beauuutoful himday today...

This level of missing today...now this hour of his Fink playing in your ears a glass of icey gin lights dim working on some designs this mooood this state of mind with the strings playing...

The drives the first time feeeeeeeling him away with just your eyes... Fink does this every single time!!!!!!!

The waaaaaaaaaaaaays it brings back those initial days of drowning in love with him without even realising it...

Like he moves around the gym you loooooived watching him he would sit down on the steps before the store below the gym with his car door open just sitting there and you waiting outside for the auto, sometimes skipping the auto stopping by too, cause you just loooooived living him away... Him on phone sometimes sometimes just looking at something sitting there alone on the steps...

And that one pull that one wait that one hold to just be there and live him away to the sound of fink playing in his car...to those late night calls with him with same fink playing in the background in his room...

Even that day first time in his house and then upstairs and he runs to his room and playsfink on his desktop and comes out smiling away and you show in Ishara from listening to it on his phone call to actually being in his place and listening there in his presence....

It's the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay the feeeeeels the mind would sync that beauuuuuutifully without having to say a word...

Singmiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa the absolute the complete COMPLETE heart n soul of your LIFE!!!!!!!!!!