Some days!!!

 Some days you just donno it's like it's in the air and it always happens max on a Sunday Youday like this one today!!!!!

Like right from the start this one night of mix himcomings in different versions and you were up as early as 5-6am just walking around the house with his music playing like a slow start to see bit inside there was this rush of him......THAT level of rush of him cause he was he felt that real him talking him arually talking to you that closeness of him his hands his skin the scent of him every bit of him felt that THAAAAT real like you actually met him it was thaaaaaat level real all of it all of him!!!!

It's that beautiful restlessness you wake up with that rush in you that hiiiiigh on him like you just couldn't handle it all rushing inside of you...it's that feeeeeeel same feeeeel of him standing from a distance and you are on this corner and just one look of him that rush in you that runnnnn in you to just runnnn to him and melt away kinda feel kinda rush this morning you wake up with...

It also had that same moment exact moemnt of you sitting down close to him like him on bed or something it was and you were sitting down on the floor space trying to reach out to him to hold him exact same moemnt from the Versova meet...

Like it was too many of him and that left toooo much rush in you like you were so high on him you couldn't sit stay calm stay in one place stand or sleep back in one place kinda rush......like how could he possibly be that close to you seconds back and now can't find him kinda vibe like you soooooooooooo baaaaaaadly wanted to touch hold feel him again that beautiful ache almost on your fingertips to touch him again in that very moment mixed with a whole Lotta rush to just hold him touch him feel him again........