The mind!!!!!

 Do no matter what try how hardest possible and yet there’s always that one moment of him and the waaaaaaaaaays the thungsssssssss it does away to your mind I swear!!!!!!!

Ever since that one story of his Diwali with niladri music like the two music that you always hoped for him to post something anything with over the years have been niladri and fink…

And he does this Diwali with niladri the way that very moment actually was when it truly absolutely felt like the happiest Diwali possible!!!!! In years like that one string feeeeeeel of him with you strangely weirdly as crazy as this sounds it just felt like one…just almost like back then with him on the call to these lilst of moments ever since then through your day even with the chaos at work around like a zillion complaints with no driver still the world on one side and then there’s HIM!!!!!!

The heart and life of your eyes I swear and howwwwwwwwwwww baaaaaad you are this getting used to these red halo moments over him like every moment of the day to live a moment of him be it random ones be it his work ones making you super proud of him away always fan girlinf away with every work post to this very one today he posts …….

Ayyyaaaaaaaaaaa and can’t tell you enough charlie how baaaaaaaad your heart all of you just wanted to move ringo away and get into that space of his hold him sniff him chummi eat him away the waaaaaaaaay he would curl up around you the exact same way closing his room door making you sit with him like that against his door……

It’s like fataaaaaaaaaaak se that very moment that very feeeeeeeeeel of him holding you that way with his legs curled over you and howwwww absolute madness as this sounds like you were smiling away imagining yourself in ringos place as mental as this sounds but I swear charlie the thingzzzzzzz a missing high mind could do to your mind is beyond logics or even sanity for that matter…

Like you were actually laughing away at your own mind only to actually picture yourself moving ringo away and placing yourself right there the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay his face looks in that auyyaaaaaaaaaa this heart right right now even reliving that one expression that one face of his in that moment ayyyyaaaaaaaaaaa JUST LOOOOOOOOOVE!!!!!

They say you can’t see love only feel it wrong I say him HIS face in that moment is what LOVE actually ditto looks like his face in that moment to you all over again after years LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE it’s been since then!!!!!

Yet again…!