There is a storm you are dealing with on your own and then there are moments like these be it the himcomings latelyball the more strongly or these moments of him actual moments of him!!!!!!
Your heart feels pinkest on the inside the veins fully coming alive it's like from lilst to everything in you coming alive this beautifully!!!!!!!
Loving him growing in love with him always has always felt like the first day of loooooove...it never was like ya ok it's always beeeen aaaayyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa HIM!!!!!!!!
Like the epic figure of your life I say!!!!!!
Post cold drowsiness court runs in the day and you fall asleep soon as you come home no dinner nothing and it felt like 2009 cause back then you used to sleep by 10-30 max and you only wake up sometime back and the first thing the loooooooved halo over him run to her phone check and just like that Dil se...
U couldn't have asked for a more loved up morning as a reality check after the him coming last night......the way he just chummies away every bit of you like he was comforting healing you away and you could feeeeeel everything in you calm and yet that rush for him as he breathes on your skin before every chumi like he used and you instead sniff him before chumming him.......
The very first thing soon as you wake up from a dream like that one cause when him in black it just never is a normal himcomings I say......eyes open that rush to see the second pic from his lecture ayyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa your heart every single time that one face that one hooooman that one lip ear hands shoulder chin forehead alll of him and that one day you how baaaaaaaadly wanted to join film school just for that one day.......
Imagine having him stand there and talk to hear him to live him to watch him move like you alone know what your heart felt like that day...
To today this very moment when you see he posts some story of watching this movie in theatre that very song that very film that you missed him with watching on your love day.........
In his room on his bed with his sister and him on a bean bag right next to you like you were on your tummy sleeping on the bed with his sister watching and him close to your feet just touching feeling it away and you just couldn't stay still that way...it's that thing on mind he is right there feeeeling that much away that touch of him it's the music of this film the rush of him like you could feeeeeel it in him... Like you that badly wanted to just turn to his side and hold him away chummi eatbhis face away and couldn't.......
This was i think that same night of psy beedi session at his place for the first time in life...
Like it was before the trying like good kids watching movie kinda thing to his idea of making you try his most fav thing other and he actually says it too hello fav meet my other fav...!
Something's nai wooooooooooooosh bolke toooo many waaaaaay toooooo many moments from that night this one film and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaays it did bring him along this morning even after the waking up...
Sing miyaaaaa my heart my life I say...!
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