Sunday 19 July 2020

Looking for him !!!!!!!!!!!!

that one moment as you finalllly hold him awaaay and make the most of that hug to that same feeeeeeeeeeeeeeling after years now on your back as he lives your presence the saaaaaaaaaame way like he used to !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

smtingsssssssssssssss you dont wannnaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa write and alsoooooooooooooo write bhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

self tortueeee only i say !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

to that moment when he holds you away and tries to move you  a lil back and you keep going closer to him and him trying o move you a lil away and this one time he zooorse tries to move u a lil peeche and then jataaak se holds your faace agaaaaaaaaaain the same way like he used to..... like you know take ur face in his handss looking into youreye and that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling as even in that moment again u try to look around if it was happening for real and in your mind u were loking for any sign of your room like bas kidaaar room dik jaaye so you know he is actually there for real you are actuallly liiving that moetnt with him for real.....

and that one adoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooorable sound of his chuckleeee and the waaaaaaay he says howliii hai tu pooori malooooom and you just nod away saying a yes and that one tear in his eye and the waaaaaay it sjakes you up to just see that tear in his eyes and it shake syou moves you and you wake up !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling you wake up with................

goosebumps all over you tat strong smell of his still there and that same love of his for you just for you rushing through all of you.............

the way that moment was to make you feeel his love for  you just for you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lke you know making you feeeel all of you feeeeeeeeeeeel like he still loved you and sirf loved you !!!!!!!!!!1

lke that  touch of his the way he was making you look at him instead of looking yaha waha for proof of his presence like he knew you wre looking for smthing that coul make you relate that tit was happenign for real.... and there he was holding you away to make you realize make you live that love f his...... that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling f the same exact dream kal aur aaj subah chalrie the after of that same dream was smhign else......

its like you felt his love for real..... his love for you for real after  years........

you donno how what or complete madness it even sounds writing it out now.......

but it just felt nothing but his love for you and that strong......

like you can feel that moment feeeeeel his touch even as you write now......

the way he just held  you the waaaaaay he just was looking at you thsi wriing moments some moments and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay its making you feeeeeeeel right now again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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