Sunday 19 July 2020

Dreams !!!!!

this one specifi dream of walking into the woods looking for him to some sound like you hear some sound and walk towards the direction of the sound this one thing did start after the bup to years now and there have been many times when you are just confused or just hurt or just upset or lost this one dream is always there......

and walkign walking you see him standing at a distance as you go closer and he turns dheeere and you just stp there cause that one sight of him that one visual of him finally there standing and just a few steps away holds you awaaay..... with that feeeeeling of finally having found him and you just stay living him as he still looks at you with atht same smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee on him......

every single time that one first look at you and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaay that one beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful smile on him like takkkkk bolkeee that very same sec......

but this weeek youve been having the same one 2 3 times when this one time you finally reach that same spo and with that feeeeeeeling rushing through you of having found him finally and the way this t ime he starts to walk towards you with that same face again of his that same expression like knowing what and how him walking towards youw as making you feel knowing exactly how you are feeeling inthat moment with that nod of his and as usual when you couldnt wait any longer you try to run to him instead causeee uneeee dheeere deeere aaara thaaa and whoo ni hotaaa chalrie maybe cos youve waited this long and bas us timepe whooo dheere steps nai smaaj araaa tha an dyou move to run to him and back to the eality.......

that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling soon as youw akeup whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy would you even that !!!!!!!!!!!!!

am telling you chalrie merse saaaaabbbb hotaaaaaaaa eerything you can keep yourself off off like you know have a hold on yourself work wise everday tsuff sab hotaaa like you are completely diffrt person otherwise but this anything to eerthig to do with him and bas that you is diffrnt !!!!!!!!!!

completely diffrnt and even this you nowww in this moemnt as you write your mind herat out this you is ddirnft to the evyday you......

antghig to do with him and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay it achalnges all of you away and howwwwwwwwww !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

everybit of you HIM and that khushiiiiiiiii of this one dream to just live him to just live those expressions after years cause with year snow maybe thodaaa thodaaa its like the visuals are fading away like you cant recall his face that clear though the day but the waaaaaaaaaay he is just there that clear that adoooooooooooorable same him the sec you shut your eyes......

merkuuu ni malooom charlie kyaaaaaaa hojaaaataaaaaaaa this khushi today last 2 3 days like you are totally letting the reality be away andsticiign to what you are feeeelig.....

like you know allowing yourslf to live this moment of khushiiii cos he made you feeel so !!!!!!!!!!

his touch his smell his presence his every sec of expression his every detail every bit of him to all of him and you are that beautifully gone and how......

like through the day through the jhaduu or the mopping house you play his song out loud sing it away reliving him the sec it goes masoom chehra tera nai bhooool payeeeeeeeee mukuraaaaaa keeee dilkuuu churaaate haiii ayyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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