the dream !!!!!!!
that lost state of mind waking up and not finding him or with that slef complaint mode of why did you even moveee when he was anyway walingupto you to this dream day before o smrhing when you again walk away to that sound of him humming some song it was this time......
and dooor at the distance finally find him still humming awaay as he turns towards you and ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling in your heart inside of you all of you to just that sight of him even reliivign the moment nowww................
how that one face just that one face in the owlrd becomes the world for you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like nothin no one else just that one face in the world for you just that one him !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like you know you know thats where your heart belongs thats exactly where you belong wanna belong !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that one him !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sooooooooooooooooooo yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one moment as he still humms away and starts to walk towards you and you try to hold your best this timeeee like you know make sure not move een a bit and this time he nods awaaaaaaaaaaaay ayyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa nods awaaaaaaaaaaaay with smileeeeeeeeee like he knewwww why exactly you werent moving like again knowing that well and that very same sec he just stops and that one same tone of voice the same sound of same words after years i loveeeee you karely...... and just stops looking at you living your presence this time...... like just stops there and just looks at you and in that moment charlie i sweaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar merkuuuuuuuuuuuuuu kyaaaaaa huaaaaaaaaaaa i still donnoooo like in that sec it felt that strong like it was for real like you look around with him stil saying it again this time as you look around like you were tring to recall the place tring to understand the reality of that moent..... like you know looking for some spot that makes you feel that moment was happening for real and not just a dream like you look around star t to take a few steps around trying to look for somthing some connection that makes you feel it was for real and the waaaaaaaaay that adooooooooooooooooooooooorably he calls you out karelyyy howliiii kya doondri bey...... mei i love you bolaaa terkuuu jawaaab nai detiii howliiiii...... ayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one adoooooooooooooooooorable childkike tone of his voice and that one pullllllllllll in that sound of his and you turn around and runnn to him and this time charlieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee the dream dint break....... like you actaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy managed to reach him hold himm touch him smelll him awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay........
like you literally dive your nose into him holding him like one deeeeeeeeeeep long snifffffffffffff of him to save all of him awaaaaaaaaay in that one sniffffffff in that one touch in that one holding him like you literally grab all ofhim away even reliving it nowwwwwwwwwwwwwww this feeeeeeeeeeeeeeling SOME moments !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its like that in that one moent you relived the thousand times you held him away for real in real especially in those meets at his other place again back then not knowng when youll see him next....... and like that every hug everytime yu held him was that much more precious that much more neeeeeeeed to hold him save him away in that moment..... make the most of that hug most of that touching him smellling him !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the more you wirt enow thisssssss feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling now/1111111111111111
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy liivng the dream relving it through the day a zilion times over dosnt doooooooo what writing it now does every singel time !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its like you are touching him now as you write this weeeeeeeeeeeeird beutifullllll feeeeeeeeeeling.............................
that lost state of mind waking up and not finding him or with that slef complaint mode of why did you even moveee when he was anyway walingupto you to this dream day before o smrhing when you again walk away to that sound of him humming some song it was this time......
and dooor at the distance finally find him still humming awaay as he turns towards you and ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling in your heart inside of you all of you to just that sight of him even reliivign the moment nowww................
how that one face just that one face in the owlrd becomes the world for you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like nothin no one else just that one face in the world for you just that one him !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like you know you know thats where your heart belongs thats exactly where you belong wanna belong !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that one him !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sooooooooooooooooooo yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one moment as he still humms away and starts to walk towards you and you try to hold your best this timeeee like you know make sure not move een a bit and this time he nods awaaaaaaaaaaaay ayyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa nods awaaaaaaaaaaaay with smileeeeeeeeee like he knewwww why exactly you werent moving like again knowing that well and that very same sec he just stops and that one same tone of voice the same sound of same words after years i loveeeee you karely...... and just stops looking at you living your presence this time...... like just stops there and just looks at you and in that moment charlie i sweaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar merkuuuuuuuuuuuuuu kyaaaaaa huaaaaaaaaaaa i still donnoooo like in that sec it felt that strong like it was for real like you look around with him stil saying it again this time as you look around like you were tring to recall the place tring to understand the reality of that moent..... like you know looking for some spot that makes you feel that moment was happening for real and not just a dream like you look around star t to take a few steps around trying to look for somthing some connection that makes you feel it was for real and the waaaaaaaaay that adooooooooooooooooooooooorably he calls you out karelyyy howliiii kya doondri bey...... mei i love you bolaaa terkuuu jawaaab nai detiii howliiiii...... ayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one adoooooooooooooooooorable childkike tone of his voice and that one pullllllllllll in that sound of his and you turn around and runnn to him and this time charlieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee the dream dint break....... like you actaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy managed to reach him hold himm touch him smelll him awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay........
like you literally dive your nose into him holding him like one deeeeeeeeeeep long snifffffffffffff of him to save all of him awaaaaaaaaay in that one sniffffffff in that one touch in that one holding him like you literally grab all ofhim away even reliving it nowwwwwwwwwwwwwww this feeeeeeeeeeeeeeling SOME moments !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its like that in that one moent you relived the thousand times you held him away for real in real especially in those meets at his other place again back then not knowng when youll see him next....... and like that every hug everytime yu held him was that much more precious that much more neeeeeeeed to hold him save him away in that moment..... make the most of that hug most of that touching him smellling him !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the more you wirt enow thisssssss feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling now/1111111111111111
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy liivng the dream relving it through the day a zilion times over dosnt doooooooo what writing it now does every singel time !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its like you are touching him now as you write this weeeeeeeeeeeeird beutifullllll feeeeeeeeeeling.............................
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