Days like this!!

 It takes that one visual just that one visual and it's like the mind all of you in that memory loop dreams and reality too...

Him with the background of the sea and standing at his Versova fence waiting for him to come out and take you inside his house it's that sound of the waves crashing by and that first sound of him whatsaaaapppp that one feeeeeeeeel to just waiting for him......that's baaaaaadly waiting for him to ask you to stay back even that last second as you step out of his house along with him that wait in you that self talk inside pls ask me to stay back pls pls and finally leaving...

To the many dreams of him and a boy lil boy running around a huge beautiful tree that one dream on repeat for years and eventually somehow never happened dreamt again the same dream with years passing by...

That one visual of him even at the back side profile one tiny second looking his absolute looooooove best with that gorgeousness of his daaaaaadi the heart of yours right on his face holding his friends kids hand and that feeeeeeling of absolute madness when from that building of his ka watchman to his sister to his ringo to that lil boy wanting to be any of those just soooo.......just soooooo you could be closer to him...holding your hand walking to the beach!!!!!!

Some visuals nai bring out that level of missing like almost awakens that side of missing out of nowhere!!!!!

Like there's that everyday missing him and then there's a missing like this THIS one...

Working on reels and the mind keeps going back to that one visual of him holding the hand that adooooooorably walking towards the beach...

Something's nai!!!!!!!!!!