Visuals!!

 Just days back when you think you saw Rohit his cousin and as you get off the car and walking towards the store cafe his cousin checking you out and you realise ayyaaaaa it's his cousin like you just stand there and recall playing with rohit n his sister around the house running as the cousin stops for a sec and calls you vadina vadina.....back then you didn't know what it meant it was only much layer do you realise the meaning of it...

That day to just notice the kid all grown up you suddenly realised how many years have passed by like some moments nai it hits youhard and that day that moment was it all and more and you just live him all in that one second and nod away to the cousin in your head thinking kid if you only knew like the cousin doesn't realise or recognise you but that one strong feeeeeeeel and him high you come home to...

Like that one visual takes you back to all those moments when dropping you back home along with his sister him in Bangalore the kid would actually get down and come along with you till the gate to drop you all the way you keep saying it's fine it's fine and the way the kid would say nai kittu bhayya bole to take care of you in his absence...

Something's nai even as you write now this very feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel of him right now!!!!!!

Like you've been avoiding wrijting all this missing out since his priority post his video post with ringo cuddling away like it's those versions of him that you've lived loooooooooved the mpstest make you miss him the mostest too!!!!!

It always somehow takes you back to the gate of his house standing there with him just bout leaving inhis car his tail light blinking as he looks at you through the side rear view like just stops for that while that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel nai to hold him right there knowing somehow strangely that gut feeling knowing it could be the last time then...

To when he comes that close to your ear to whisper I don't want to but have to like even when he says that you wanted to just kiss him away in that very moment like it did feeeeel he was walking away and you just wanted to make the most of his presence for yhsow few seconds more for a lil while longer...

Even now working this one his lucky track playing mind him highd still hichki doesn't hit today aaaaj it's been all him so you take the day off and work on the pending designs......

It did change aot of plans tho like you try to hold dissolve your mind into all work but there is music then there is MUSIC that woooooosh bolke brings him along kaiseeeee bhi!!!!!!!