Logics!!!!

 Today hicki hit too high this mind spiralling away right now so.zoom bolke......

Ok another realisation today to work on job you need 2 balls which you already have but to run a business you gotta have 10 or.mpre balls to get through I swear.....

There are days when you literally have that same vibe as a kid trying struggling to get the sock on and then gives up throwing the sock away nah not anymore kinda thing then there are days you take it as your hideout for your mind...

Cause honestly charloe if it wasn't for your work consuming you literally howelse would you possibly have survived his absence from your life...

Nai hota tha otherwise I swear never ever anybody in your life did become the ultimaye priority of your heart and soul literally!!!!

Like even on your worst most tiring late nighty work schedules there's that peace that safe hideout of your mind into all things him...

Feomovinf to new studio space to having to fix the entire roof all over again with pant and stuff it's been maddening shoots postponed store setup postponed to looking for new space and then running out of budget to your ac telling you to instead investing in property Insyead.....it's all been too too crazy for your mind to keep pace with to understand to the photographer being an absolute leechad for hiring a bigger crew to changing plans shoot schedules and your ode to the sea collection changing again...

There's only that lil a small mind can possibly work and digest no......there's way too many things it's been feeding on ab hajam nai hora...

As glam as it looks fr the outside it's an absolute 24/7 job ever since having moved here.....too many things working simultaneously you were never used to!!

Then there is the back work for the shoot styling and stuff and tgus another visual ofa woman again and that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel of him taking that picture of you at opera and falls in love with that picture of yours......as you see and call it ugly and he calls it your most loved picture taken by him...like his ultimate fav picture of yours !!!!!

This image as you were reseacthingon pinterest the second you see it it immmmmmediately reminds you of that pic of yours he had clicked at opera...

After a rush of love post moments he moves a lil away watching you watch him as you were holding yourself away with that intensity of the moemnts and he takes his phone out and takes a picture of you...

Some moemnts nai...!