Sunday, 7 December 2025

HIMHIGHD!!!

 Some sounds like you weren't even prepared to feeeeel this way feeeel all of this away tonight!!

It was going to be a caramel and cheese his style popcorn with a Jurassic park movie night kinda winding off......and putting the phone on silent one time checking his YouTube and thia find of magic of his mind...

Turn the movie and lights off and just allow yourself to transition to the him world and the waaaaaaaaaay this one shift like I can't write out in words cgarlie how it instantlyyyyyyy changed it all away inside outside for you...

It's like getting high without even a drop of daaru just pure himhighdddddddd and hiweeeeeee!!!!!

Am telling it's always been him HIM your ultimate psyyyy beeeeedi lit and howwwweee!!!!!!

Him walkijg that walk on the tiles him standing down at the door of his car waving and sending flying chummies at you him just before turninghis car to go home just looks at you at that turning him in the lift looking his absolute delicious best in that khaki jacket him at the ticket counter turning around and looking at you......him at the general store him on the gym stairs under the sun him as you turn right there outside his apartment to the background sound of the waves crashing by that one visual and it makes your heart feel that livethat feeling bas this is it this is all there is to it the home the heart the andar wali khushi exactly how it's supposed to feel like when you look in someone's eyes and you sort of feel that sense of finding something like you know that sense of you are found like how do you say it......like you know yes this is it that sense of bas this that's all kinda feel every single time...

Even in his dd apartment coming back from the kitchen getting the chocolate or water it was and him sitting on the bed looking for something on his laptop and you just stand at the door adooooring him away with that same feeling and he looks up smiles away nodding away knowing you were doing what you looooooved the second most with him living him awaaay!!!!!!

Some sounds and this feeeeel right now this mind right now him first time on that Gmail video call it was something called you could barely see each other but that feeeeeel of him to that Skype call first time it's always been him again n again but the waaaaaaay it always felt like the very first time seeing him living him looooving him kinda feel that rush that excitement and yet that calm somehow knowing just knowing bas this is it...

Everything bout him top to toe to his sound the feel of his presence even with him standing at a distance in his dd space and yet that feeeeeel on your skin in his presence the way your heart felt eyes your senses your ears with the sound of his voice even if him be screaming at some parking lot person but that sense of him in every way possible!!!!!!!

THIS one sound literallllllllllly awakening the maaaaadddddd badddddddddd missing in you!!!!!!

Bite by bite andddddddddddd when autocorrect does these things away bitbecomes bite and you keep it that way cause that sense of his teeth too!!!!!!!!!!!

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