Process!!

 You’ve been researching the details of shooting a campaign having calls with multiple teams and one thing lead to another and you get in touch with these teams from Bombay that do the styling makeup and stuff and this photographer you have a call with to discuss the details…

And the way the photographer talks about how the teams in Hyderabad lack professionalism and are not as hard working as the teams from Bombay regardless of the field they belong to…like even the hair and makeup guys put in the effort that hyd lacks…

And this you’ve been seeing a lot and with every shoot somehow it’s like you are comprising on the effort with you focused on the shoot and the model and others on calls in between delaying the entire schedule away with lack of effort……it’s like you are the only one on the set putting in the effort and mind into the shoot…

This time the budget coudjnt have been stretched but decide from next time on its gong to be Bombay shoots…..

Like have the team call with hair makeup and stylist too and to discuss lighting and stuff and how you wanted the mood to be it just suddenly makes you realise how much of it you did managed to learn not just the design bit but the oreeentation the direction part too…

Then came in the decision on how to change and do something different with the present campaign you had in hand as the theme was Forest but can’t do an outdoor shoot due to the weather so came in the set thing…..you just didn’t want to go with the regular backdrop thing so start looking for set designers and this one art guy find who does paint backdrops too and that level of hapoeiness I swear……his words again karely to create something brings so mush happiness you have no idea every detail coming into place to watch something being created is different……

It’s this process charlie like his words his facial expressions that glow that charm on his face and howwwwweeeeee you looooved him all the more everytime you lived him talk about  films and film making…

Soooo yaaaaaa finally with the set decided new photographer trial finalised makeup finalised hair making the moodboard and details to just know how your brain works with these things……it’s this thing when you realise your brain does this too gives you a high hits differently!!

And there have been these dreams on the side it’s like a add on it’s like living him living the process away!! To know to realise even on the busiest hectic most days most nights planning working at the studio your mind all of you and every bit of you the waaaaaaaays they crave him… like not about taking the time out to miss him but like it’s like breathing like you breathe and the way same way there’s this missing with every breathe you inhale and exhale…missing him strongly even in the random most moments of finally seeing that bird taking shape after a zillion redos when the wings don’t come out right……cause in that moment you are living him away with eyes shut at the security check raising his gorgeous arms away and taking that stance of a almost flying human bird the MOSTTTTTTT gorgeous you’ve ever seen ever lived!!