HimRush!!!!!!!

 This one trip of him ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaa this rush of him when it turns a usual sunday to an eventful one and now the post sunday too!!!!!

Like right from his dream to day through to that one moment visuals charlie all and more bout him!!!!!!!

Meeting a friend in the evening for coffee to talk bout the next shoot and deciding things and as she talks this one guy behind does the smoke ring thing and off they go in the air one after the other......

Everything else goes blur her face her sound the people around the place around your eyes Trippin on those smoke rings and his face from Skype doing the same thing and then waiting and watching your reaction over it....you get so excited as you'd seen it for the first time ever and he nods over that adoooooooooorably chuckling over your reaction........ask him to do again and nods again that adorably maloom tera and right before doing it again thswaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he stops looks you in the eye that deeeeep and then starts to do it again...

Like you didn't know something like that existed from hating the smell of cigarettes earlier to the smell of cigarettes now all HIM to you till date like as and when you smell it it's like HIS scent to you now...the waaaaaaaay it brings all those visuals of him smoking that sexiiiiiily away it's like suddenly he is suchaaaaa mood suchaa vibe........like you just want to live him when in that zone.......his eyes his smile hits different his facial expressions to the way his body moved when taking that puff away it was all just that different and moody and howwwwweeeeeee you looooooooved living his details away....

It used to give you that different kinda high like losing yourself in his zone kinda thing!!

Yesterday too those smoke rings that beauuuuutifulky bring him along cause these lights ay the new coffee place were those orangy street lights kinda tone vibe again like the complete place dark brown tone with that light to in between living those rings and feeeeeeeeling that rush of him through you it's that HIMzone it lands you in...till she screams your name out asking if you were listening anything at all that's when you come back to your senses and the guy smiles and asks if you wanted to take a hit and you realise how long you were staring away!! Get off fataak se and usual phoje excuse and gonto your car and play his music and just be there for a second...

This always happens it's only after do you realise how it tooooootally absorbed you away like losing the compete state of reality like there's no sense of reality thatlost you were in that moment of Him...

Tell her you had to rush back home for some work urgently and instead ask the driver to take your fav shoe factory galli and just take a round and that rush of him playing Lucky Ali away.......

Some moments nai bring it all back and howwwwweeeeeee!!!!!!

To coming home watching this robot movie electric something and the mind still in that zone.......when two feet strangely the sound of guitar strings just calms and all creates that storm inside of you almost bringing visual of his two feet along from Goa...

It's like that one music every sound has become his msuic now with the stamp of his two feet literally over them...!

To this waking up today ayyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa him in black shirt in THAT black shirt to feeeeeeeel him this way again like never before to touch feel taste live him this waaaaaay the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he just moved differently in a black shirt every single time!!!! N

It's like it awakens the side of you lights that fire that's almost numb otherwise without him...

It's that spark that sudden fire that feel through you like you LOVE it and also struggle to tame it down to face the actual reality side of the day ahead........

Cause this is different when it hits you like THIS!!!!!!

Even now as y9u write this shhver of the hands as you feel the rush again reliving the visuals of this morning the him from thismoe Ning!!!!!!!

To actually living him away on WhatsApp THAT one face in the world for you I swear!!!!!!!!!!

Singaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa how only why only!!!!!!!!