Moments!!!!!

 From realising it’s been love all that while from and with wake up Sid to finally getting a chance to get sources for a costume for Konkona Sen today!!!!!

It felt hit different the second you get that call that feeeeeel of him in an instance to actually speaking to Tamana over customising designs for her events with her stylist as she loved the Anarkali and tells you it’s nothing like she has ever worn before and also mentions bout you noticing her recent series of pictures which were inspired by your reel cover images the spilt image thing and she wanted that same for her…..

Like it made you content with your work and everything but happiness is a different thing altogether…it didn’t make your soul your heart smile skip that beat feel that party on the inside where every organ every lil drop of boood your veins gushing coming alive with absolute happiness nothing of it…

And the second the sound of his voice falls on your ears ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa it’s like him singing away a song for you literally that kinfaaaaaaaa sukoon happiness absolute pure peak level of happiness I say I swear charlie!!!!!!

It just alwaysssssss hits different right from the first time to today in that moment!!

To hear him to live that bit of his presence pure JOY!!!!!!

Ringoooo miyaaa you lil fellow how absolutely lucky I swear!!!!!!!

SingaaaaaaAaa yet again how onlyyyyyyy you were missed today too!!!!!!!

Slightest ideaaaa!!!!!!!! 

How only why only!!!!!!!!

Madness!!

 You’ve been posting waaaaay too often than you ever did strangely madly only to see the C in the views how ironically mad is this!!!!!!

But something’s nai are what they are you have no clue why it makes you feel the way it does and then it suddenly stops!!

Back to weirdness and working on last bit of interiors with custom mirror work in progress where you wanted it to be a lil temple style and more antique types and that’s again taking all of your head away…to going out in the evening with mom and she leaves her phone with you as she takes a small nap and that feeeeel cause you did see the most looooooooooved red halo over him after VERY VERYYYYYYYY long……

There were two stores but this one to just knowwwwwwwww he is here in Hyderabad and this one feeeeeeeeeel I swear can never grow used to!!!!!!

NCEEVR I SAY!!!!!!!

And to hear him ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa the day had some big iconic moments work wise today after very long but it’s moments like these and you realise all over again what where who is your ABSOLUTE REAL happyyyyness I say!!!!!

Anything anywhere anythung at all to do with Him…!

The sound of his voice even sounding with a lil bit cold or flu kind but that tone of his voice ayyyaaaaaaaaaa ringoooo how lucky I sayyyy!!!!!!!

The sound of his voice saying good boy imaging him pouting away asoooooooooorabky as he says it ayyyaaaaaaa meraaaaa poooooora ka pooooooooora heart I say!!!!!!!

Right there!!!!!!!! In that sound of him feeeeel of him!!!!!!

To live any detail of him absooooolute happiness I swear!!!!

Like the ultimate level of happiness!!!!!!!

Some moments !!!!!

 PUREEEEEEE HAPPPPPPYNESS!!!!!!!!!!!

Weird happy!!

 When his other account view on your story strangely puts this widest smile on your face......it's this feeeeeeling for years sharing things moments dreams with him...

And him seeing some moment of yours this something it fills you up with is beyond logics and words I say!!

It's weird for obvious reasons but still pits a smile on your face ...

What 2 what!!

 From last night feeling that much him away waaaay too much even with all the madness of suddenly finding a new zardozi master and crew cause most of them decide to attend some event back home amidst all the pending work and you clueless coming back home to these many moments of him...thewaaaaaaays he calms you away in the most gorgeous of waaaaays...

Like that MUCHHHHHH him you sleep with couldn't stop smiling happy him highd away to waking up to this one view and you only wait to see the wanderer name onkynow you know it's not even him... this new id lemon grass hopper with capital C and the only follow there is is that same painter one of his......and that's how you realise it's him!!!!!!

Even on his random I'd no space for you you see weird feel nai something's can come with.......

That feel that mood stayed with you like you wanted to save the last night you with that viiiiiiibe of him to this sudden weird vibe of today...

Donno what you are feeling either you wanted to say it out loud cause there was too much on the inside getting weirder...

What's this feel even!!!!!!!!!!!

The last night you happy highddddddddd on him waking up in between with TV still on his music still on and that very himhighddddd happy state of mind to this weird lost sound feeling of today!!

What's this feel even!!!!!!! ANDDDDDDD when the video doesnt upload either!!!!! Not your day not your night I guess...... Can't even say a thing like kiski shakal dekke uthe ki cause it's always him always been...

Moments!!

 Something's nai can disturb you in the weirdest of ways!!

It's that feeling between weird lost and weirder kinda vibe like you are unsure of what to feel even kinda mood...

And all it takes as always is one lilst thing bout or from him and it goes gooooooood sometimes and sometimes this lost like today since the waking up of that visual...

Visuals!!

 Working on some next designs as it's the day off romo and watching this very lame series going on beech mein and this one sound of place as you still wrt working on the design... Without seeing the screen jus the sound and that feeeel of him Estonia ...

His international shoot place some moments nai just like that and it still makes you wonder what that particular jazz track was with his two feet moving witybsocks on raining outside against the glass window panes...and this gorgeous jazz track playing!!

This absolute beauuuuuuuuuty of living him...!