When you wake up with STRONGEST longing just to hold him hold all of him away and be held by him like he used like literally all of you away in his arms kinda hug like all of you suddenly melts away wooosh bolke with just that hug of his...
This very strong longing this morning it's the waaaaaaaay it's making you feel on the inside weird lostness...
It's that feel of too much intense missing kinda vibe of this morning...!
On some days too many him moments of absolute magic and this state of mind by end of the day this THIS bad him highhhhhd and howwwwweeeeeee!!!!!
This beauuuuuuuuuuty of his one smile that one moment of his rain story tooooo many feeeeeels I say!!!!!!!!
To live a moment of his and that too of all things with the rain ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sooooo many wishes so many dreams living him away with the sound scent and touch of rains with him…
His mind behind the visuals that interest him alwaaaaaaaays a big fan like you looooooooove every lilst bit and bite of him I say but that looooove for his mind to another level only!!!!!!
This mind right now right after one drink down it’s been ONE day with all things him no matter where you were at for work it’s been a hectic week and day today but this beauuuuuuty of finding him like this in moments and visuals ayyaaaaaaaa singaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!
That one gorgeous GIRGEIYS LIL big adooooooorabke thing called LOOOOOVE I say!!!!!
Breathing moving swaying form of LOVE I say!!!!!!!
Every inch and bit of him!!!!!!!
This mind today right now feeeeeelin too mucn away I say!!!!!!!!!
When yove been missing him away godzillionth of ways and he literaaaaallllly posts bout dinosaur ka khaandaan!!!!!!
And ever since then amidst all the cement in the air and the hair you've been smiiiiiiilingaway all rosey and howewww!!!!!
It's that lilst of something out of nowhere that can fataaaaaak se meant the world away despite of being nothing almost...but to you it means the very core of your missing him at godzillionth time and in godzillionth of ways...
Also why your fav animal recently is dinosaur!!
Something's nai absolutely magically madness I say...
This loooooooooove to live his moments away kyaaaaaaa tho bhi!!!!!
That one gorgeous lil big beauuuuuuuuutiful singaaaaaaa if he only knew i swear!!!!!!!!!
Lilst of these chaos and yet beautiful moments last few weeks of planning organising moving to the new "commercial" studio fiiiiiinally and that too from scratch literally with tiles selection to paint selection and of all the places it had to be at his melting moments place back story soon... The sunsets from your office every single day MAGICAL it has that same vibe of him your ultimate Sunshine of life I say!!!!!!!! In constant aweeeeeeeee for life!!!!!!
This inexplicable extraordinary loooove for his drive stories and everytime you see it you can't explain the level of happiness it gives you and this one being after a very long time...his hands holding the steerwheel it's a vibe to another level only!!
And the view some moments where you are running between the older studio and new one and thus feeel every single time passing by his melting moments ayyyaaaaaaaaaa once upon a decade with mr gorgeous singaaaaa here in the very same spot!!!!!!!
Some moments are just beyond you hayeeeee dilllllll gayeeeeeeee jaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!
Gayeeeeee jayeeeeeeeeee referee!!!!!!
Zillion decibels of sound that you come across every second of your day almost including the buzz of the air in the air and then of all the sounds that falls on the curtain of your ears there’s that one sound and the waaaaaaaaaay it zinggggghhhhh bolke rings throug you!!!!!
Of all the sounds in the world that ONE sound of his voice ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!
This one feeeeeeel every time you play the video soon as you come back home too that nurture care adooooooorableness in the sound of his voice for ringo like always being protective of anybody that he truly loves was also one of those zillion other traits bout him that you absolutely LOOOOOOOVED!!!!!!
The way he is super protective about anything and anybody that he truly absolutely loves u lucky lucky lil ringo I say!!!!!!
How truly absooooolutely lucky I say!!!!!!
That one slight conscious smile on him ayyyyaaaaaaaa how you used to adooooooooore that one expression on him too when you that lost in him driving and the waaaaay he used to make that similar face with that slight smile even with the irritation in his tone that one look on him!!!!!!!!!
Ayyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa heart of your life I swear!!!!!
This tired head right now and the waaaaaaay it eases all of you away like suddenly THAT him highd himzoned even without his psy beedi…
Another one of those wishes something’s you write and complete madness still I say to hear this artists commonsaints tracks living him away for real……it’s a WHOLE viiiiibe right now even without a single sip of your drink down this feeeeeeeeel like you are flying almost just that one look on him that one smile of his atyyaaaaaaaaa the waaaaaays it makes your heart dance away literally !!
Singaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa how only you are being missed away if he only knew I swear charlie!!!!!!
Especially in this phase you are in last few weeks like it’s come full circle finding your new studio space right close to his melting moments ice cream place….
Like one full circle after years lil did you know back then having his strawberry strip ice cream in that very place it will come down to this after years now…!
Ayyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiyoooooooooo the waaaaaaaaays him smiling puts a smile away on your face right in the middle of packing organising and planning this khushiiiiii seeing him in white after this long!!!!!!!
Ayyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaa this heart right right right now!!!!!!!!
Him suchaaaaaaaaa mood sucbaaaaaa vibe!!!!!
When you wake up with THAT much him this zone of mind it lands you in and with so much going on it’s like your zone of getting lost and finding your actual self back again kinda vibes…
U try to keep yourself as busy and more as possible with work but there’s no denying the waaaaaaaaaaay his presence in dreams like these or moments in music that you find him or places you find him in like the cloud last night as it rained there was this one cloud above you were him tripping away on and with and howwwwweeeee!!!!!!
Like this one artist that feeeeels all of him with the vibe of the sounds common saints but there’s nothing sainty bout the waaaaaaays it makes you miss and feeel him away with the sound…
There’s so much to write so many feels so many moments and yet that feeeeel the more you write the more missing it grows away with and the you it transforms away into how do you even put a control seat belt your mind away!!!!!!
Missing him in waaaaaaaaaaays more than one even with cement in your hair literally amidst all chaos there’s him the ultimate SUNSHINE of your life I say!!!!!!!!
His that one presence that one smile that one feeeeeeeeeeel that one rush from this morning and this mind this you ever since then……..
How do you face a dusty day ahead when there’s this rosy hazy state of mind this himzoned away!!!!!!!!
Like howwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!
Singaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!
If he only ONLYYYYYYYYYYYY knew!!!!!!!!
