Him HIM!!!!

 Him in white shirt ayyyaaaaaaaaaa the like THE HEART of your eyes I say!!!!!!

Watching this movie like it's taking you back to the inox movie chair in that very moment with him by your side...lilllllllll did you know nai how these lil lil things are soon going to add and change your life and you for LIFE!!!!!!!

The waaaaaay he comes straight upto you wearing his white n blue striped shirt with you on the treadmill asks you if he looked ok and you couldn't say a word looking at him in full pants and that shirt the waaaaaaaay he looked that gorgeous and asks you again.....bolna chipkali is it ok for an interview and then watches you lost in him...

It's that feeeeeeeeeeel of even understanding how you could possibly stare someone away like that whilst he was still asking you something and you just couldn't say a word cause that's how beauuuuuuuuuuuuutiful he looked in proper shirt and full pants....

Like it was all written way ahead of time...!

Visuals!!!!!!

Like every single time a new memory of his through n through this movie...

This scene where for the first time you reach out to hold some guys hand ever in your life knowing his parents thing back then......and you try to hold his hand as it was a emotional scene son mom thing and the way he moved his hand away...

It was only much later in the day at Sanghi temple he talks bout it after taking your first picture ever.....still looking at your pic saying you know I thought by mistake your hand was on mine it was only much later did I realise it was for the scene.....and strangely I didn't feel a thing for that scene then looks at you saying maybe cause I was with you...

And you joke bout how embarrassing it was for you and stuff and he again adds that line says in a different beautiful tone this time u know I actually didn't feel a thing cause you were with me!!!!

Like onve you realised its love the first time that he comes to see you on the terrace he actually holds you and tells you my mommy you are from today.......

Not sure what this is tonight like you are writing a moment and his sound of voice this clear from that very moment him holding you still feels like he just did mins back.......like it's all feeling this fresh like it was just yesterday!!

Some visuals some movies I swear!!!!!!

All love!!!!!

 All the love in you every bit of it every ounce of it in you having looooooved him away with all of it how would you even have any left in you for somebody else........

Some nights some movies some moments its like walking through every almost every memory of his...

This one another detail you realise now watching it this camel kurta she wears in a scene years after at his dd space in the meet which you always hope you knew wear the exact same camel kurti with jeans......the waaaaaay he loved that on you like pulls you closer and starts to count the camels over initially adoooooorably and after many far off camels to the strategically placed camels ober you the waaaaaay he would look you in the eye have that smile on and then count the camels away!!!!!!

It's like this clear like you can literally see him right now from that very moment with his exact same expression look in his eyes and that one smile on......

This night I SWEAR!!!!!!!!!

Chippppyyyy how only you are being missed away tonight I swear if he only had the sligtestttttt idea bhi!!!!!

Like Love...!

 Just like Love, films too, it's all bout the lilst details that makes a film what it is...

Makes you love a movie or someone wholefully...!

Ignoring the lyrics of the track just the title does it for you, didn't notice it before but the way the alarm sounded so similar to his laptop alarm from back then at his dd space... To the titel of the track Heart of Life...

Literally did become yours, Him the heart the kidney and all things inbetween of your life I say!!!!!

This one movie and lilst detail bout it and the waaaaaaaay it's bringing him back ayyyaaaaaaa sing miyaaaaaa suchaaaaa cutieeee I swear!!!!!!!

Again!!!!!

 Wake up with that sense of him and thus need to watch this one again...

This scene the first time you see him in his micro chaddis on your terrace and he tries to pull it down and you ajoke bout it coming off anymore if he tries to pull it out......

Tries to sit on the floor and it being too cold he gets off fataaaak se screaming mummmyyyy karelyyyy it's too cold you had this shawl on and you lay it on the ground and then he lands on it saying his usual signature style hummmmi......

His face before and after landing his ass on the shawl heights of adoooooooooooorableness and you were just smiiiiiiling away living him in that moment the waaaaaay he shyys away over it and holds you by the waist and sleeps on your lap as you try to cover the rest of him with your night kurta....

To love him was like knowing a zillion versions of love in itself and as you do knowing these versions existed in you too......from someone being that careless to caring for him protecting him adooooorijg him was something that all was coming to you that naturally...

Like you just couldn't help but love him in different ways as you discover his different versions away...!

Some nights like this and that one gorgeousness of him i swear navy and the cherry on top was his white shoes!!!!!

It did bring back a zillion memories!!!!!

Be it right from the start to the other picture he had shared with you of his before all this distance started was in a navy blue shirt with a white tee inside and his same gym white shoes on...

Some moments nai fill you up with something that big that's indescribable!!

Over n over again!!!!

 Said it before can scream over a goodozillioj times more nothing in the world possibly makes you happy like THIS the waaaaaaaay anything HIM does and when he comes like this ayyyaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!

When you just wishhhhhhh could squishhhhh eat all of him away in one big slurpppp I swear!!!!!!!

Ayyyaaaaaaaaaaa some days like these when your mom insists on some nav grah Pooja at pedama temple and done with it taking rounds again standing in Prasad line and that one moennt ofbseeinf someone in black shirt and ayyyaaaaa that rush of him fataaaak se and you get on ig to live him and there uohrmost lovedred circle rounding and your mom's phone with you fataak se check and there he was in all HIS GORGEOUUUUUUSSSSSSS glory in a navy blue and that same second check what u r wearing same navy tone shirt ayyyaaaaaa that one strong rush of happiness!!!!!

It's pure madness I know I know but some moments nai you just can't help cause you've been twinning with him right from that first stare him in white tee shirt and chaddis with white shoes and you in that back then fav white tie up shirt living that mirror stare with him away...

Today toooo that level of happiness it just filled you with was beypoooond ayyyaaaaaaaa that one GIRGEOUSSSSS human I say!!!!!!

Seeing him smile puts the biggest heart felt happiest smile on your face every single time every single damntime!!!!!!

Coming home now first thing to take a pic dead tired with the longest day but this level of rush level of him highddddd you are right now sing miyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa you are missed the mostest today of 2025 so far!!!!

SOOOOO faaaaaaaaaaaar!!!!!!!!

Ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaa kuuutttttiiiieeeeee kitttuuuuuu the most delicious dish ever made or discovered I say!!!!!!!

It's that feeling something's didn't change and then somethings!!!!!!

Him in his white shoes !!!!!!!

HEART!!!!!

 Said it before can say it over and over again!!!!!

The HEART of your eyes and life I say!!!!!!!

Second time twinning if it was of today this heart this eye this smile this face can't hide won't hide ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa the waaaaaaaaaay he looks this beauuuuuuuuuuuuutiful in a navy blue shirt and another moment of nostalgia his white shoes...not the same one bit that beauty of some visuals again the way it fataaaak se takes you back in time looking at his feet in white shoes walking the walk...

Ur mom staring at you right now and you can't help or hide this smile away!!!!!!!

This grogeoyssssssssssssssness of his!!!!!!!

Sooooooo soooooooooooooooo beauuuuutiful HEART of your life that one face in the world!!!!!!

Sing miyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa how only you are being missed away if only IF ONLYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!

2nd temple outing for the new year turns out this happpppiest for you!!!!!!