It's that line between where you wanna be at and where you have to be instead that makes a huge shift!!!!!!
When you wake up from THAT much him again in your most loved black shirt 4th time in a row since last few days with that same level of peak missing you his rush that you feel smell with all of him away and still in that zone and you are slammed with 25-30 work urgency calls and having to make big decisions in a matter of an hour.......
U still donno how to deal with something's sometimes like your mind all of you on the inside still that comfyyyy rushyyyy loved up zone and on the outside having to be strict strong having to take care of things on your own kinda vibe like you just don't get the timing of things sometimes...
Like how am I supposed to deal with this where all of you still is in that himzone feeling most loved wanting to most love him away...
Like how do you even!!!!!!!!
It's like from all the rush blush flush on your skin to straight face conversations!!!!!!!!!!
Like what to what kinda vibe suddenly the day slams you with...
Sing miyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa how only you are being missed away this very moment if you had the slightestestestestest of idea bhi!!!!!!!!!
I swear charlie if he only knew!!
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