Youdazed & HOWWWEE!!!!

 Waking ups like these ayyaaaaaaaaaaa that one fellow that entirety of him ultimate love and happiness of your life!!!!!!

The second his sister says tu bas samne reh uske ayyyaaaaaaa it likes sings to your literal soul literally!!!!!!

To live him that ultimate level of happiness and pure love!!!!!!

It’s these beauuuuuuuutifullu adooooooorable versions of him that you absolutely drowned in love with him!!!!!

The complete him not some part of him some side of him but the entirety of him and to witness this side auyyaaaaaaa how lucky absolutely lucky one truly needs to be to have him in life I swear!!!!!!!

Be it the yesterdays pastel blue shirt the waaaaaay he looks that handsomely gorgeous in it to this ayyyaaaaaaaa kid version of him how much more can you possibly love and miss someone…

Post shoot it hasn’t been easier for you initially it felt like a flop show after investing that much time effort and money on the shoot and in between this pehle wala photographer calls you to congratulate on the brilliant shoot and stuff and that one moment the guy talks about this model friend  you had worked back to back previously talking about how she felt she is the face of your brand and only with her will you be able to get that kind of success and dishti things to the guy….basically ill mouthing away and you in fact had approached her as the first choice for the shoot but she was down with viral and just a day before the shoot date she tells you she wants to join…..by then the entire team was locked!!

And then after all that to hear all those things which somehow did affect the business initially which was the most stressful 2-3 weeks of your work life…even on the call the photographer infact suggested you to post a bts content mentioning how good the team and process was to show you don’t regret the decision you made cause that’s exactly what she wanted and was anticipating……it’s that feeling charlie as when the guy was talking all this about her it’s that thing in your head how you’ve always ended up choosing or trusting wrong people like just that one decision in your life Him the most RIGHT thing you ever did in your life but apart from that it’s always been this wrong to trust easy…which you did feel from her too with her reaction on that call over the campaign release…

Even worse with no driver managing too many things working on immediate new designs thinking this didn’t work and then how now it has worked for the best…

Cause it‘a that thing na charlie when you finally find a good dedicated team everybody putting in their best work and effort where that Lakmé week model who has worked with the best of the best brands in the industry too had that strict policy of no absolute calls or even sitting down in between the shoot felt like a learning experience like all that while expecting the model and photographer to not be on 1-2 hours calls chatting away in between the shoot as you wait there for them to get back to work wasn’t too much to ask for…

To the photographer ultimate best being the best principal sorts on team as that took the entire stress off your head to the photographers head…..that one line no phone and no sound set first thing before the shoot started too felt like made the absolute right choice in team selection to even the makeup artist doing every bit of the effort look wise drape wise and for the first time it felt like a team effort and not just you putting in the effort and work all by yourself…

When you put in all that and it doesn’t or move with no reaction it disturbed you in ways more than one…

All through those stressful weeks there has been Him your forever place to find your calm and chill in……

In your own way moments amidst chaos just living him away throug that friend tagged picture of his which sadly is not there anymore for some reason to today after late night of work on new designs and a stupid series play to find this adoooorabke video with him being his absolute adoooooooorable best has always been your ultimate source of happiness I say!!!!!

It makes you happy like nothing else in the world probably could or will…

The sound of his chuckle his expressions his that one face ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa one slurp I swear!!!!!!!!!!!

Too much missing today !!!!!!!!

This mind right now this THIS himhighd also when you feel the most inspired strangely!!

Weird some weird connection that is…!