15 years!!!!!!!!!

 A 15 years LONG dream n wish to see his name on screen and fiiiiiiiinally to see live it for real bahadur added tho!!!!!!

All tears very very HAPPY tears with a fiiiiinally screaming inside of you...

It's that feeeeeeeel of having lived dreamt of a dream together at some point in life and after years to visually live it all by yourself where things have changed north pole South pole but the dream remained the same...that wish remained the same!!!!!

And even after years and CHANGES it stillllll feeeels the same...

That moment to hear him talk bout it that moennt to hold him as he spoke bout niladris concert at opera bout success hardships and his aim in life and 15 years after to live it this very moment...

HAPPIEST PROUDEST moment of your life...!

From that feeeeeel of it has his hands on it to seeing glimpses and maybe traces of him with ... Dots his style of writing...

To finally waiiiiiiting for the credits and finalllllllllllly seeing his name on screen as earlier blue canvas you couldn't on your own visually live it for yourself but fiiiiinally this one......

PROUDEST heart right now!!!!!!!

And still!!!!!

 Something's you know you have to now and you are trying your best and somethings you know you just can't...

The second you reach home had to be THIS!!!!!!!!

Donno!!!!

 Donno what to call this what's this why are you here but this strong urge to just write it out right right now!

Early morning call time for shoot and struggling to sleep and this moment how do you still even doesn't make any sense how do you even train your own mind off it.......

Like again some switch something that put off so it stops doing this overworking bit of it.......this strongly how's it even possible when you are doing your best with your mind...

It's the waaaaaay it still feels like this moment or after too...

Why are you like this somethings nai!!!!!!

How to train a dragon still there how to train your own mind practicality 0...

THIS strongly with his voice too with his words too!!!!!

It's your mind you know NOW but this way too?!

Sound!

 Wake up with something just mins back wanted to write but now somehow like even right now you actually came here to write a moment that strong and that one line stays with you since... Why do you do what you do!

This random mixed playlist you play and when you wake upto that this new song playing never heard before that very moment....in that zone you immediately try to make a playlist named mornings and that line again why do you do what you do...

Some questions somehow stay with you nai...!

As ironic as they maybe they still do like that one hit of a realisation!!!!!!!

Love aint a thing!!!!!!

Ick!!!!

 All this while it’ just was you and your mind that’s bout it!!!!!!

Like suddenly you feel like wanting to disappear for a bit…..

U don’t even know right now what to make sense or feel right now……all your presence does is give him that ick where even the lilst of his work appreciation annoyed him that bad!

Standing in the middle of nowhere kinda weird feel to make sense or understand it’s just been your mind all this while ALL THIS WHILE through moments dreams and all just been you alone……

Just you all this while

Moments!

 Some moments feel like one tight slap on your face!

What to what!

Maaaaaaaaaagic!!!!!

 Whaaaaaaaat is this even!!!!!!!

Whaaaaaaaat do you even call moments like these!!!!!!

At the doc cause of this jhingakimaaaki rashes all over your arms now suddenly like morning just face was red now both arms this red and waiting for the turn and check WhatsApp now ayyyaaaaaaaaaa he posted the story almost same time when you'd been feeling weird away......

Something's naiiiiii at the doc with abbiiiiiiiug smile on now some levels of Khushi I swear vereeee level only!!!!

Had to had toooo hit a heart away......

Ayyyaaaaaaaaaa singaaaaaaa singaaaaaaaaa whatttteeeee beauuuuty only I swear!!!!!!

This your face right now can't hide won't hide!!!!!!!