This level of looove to live his moments away!!!!!
Something's nai something's only...!
Going Sunday he went yesterday to movie with him was double the experience ALWAYS one for the movie and more for him, to live him away with his expression his focus his adooooooooorable focussed expression watching reacting to the movie and his love and respect to wait for the end credits through...
Kyaaaaaaaaa thoooooo bhiiiiii!!!!!!!!!
It’s these lilst of moments be it editing working on looking for some right kinda music to go along with the mood of the reel…..and this weather suddenly gets this beauuuuuutifully drizzly and you decide to head out for a bit on a lil drive around all by yourself and ofc the driver!!!!!
Playing his music and this viiiiibe of him from those days that one pic of his with lucky brings back the BEST memories of your life literally!!!!!
At his place him running gliding walking dancing sometimes around having lived him that much there to his navy shirt to his that specific smile that you loooooooooooooved absolutely!!!!!!
Ayyaaaaaaaa the waaaaaaaay wooooooosh bolke he takes over your mind like the most beautiful cloud I say!!!!!!
It’s like you were almost flying like that kinda himhighddddd!!!!!!!
To finally finding that track that you again misssed him with the words the mood of the track and you decide that one…..
To editing some extra clips and you find this you laughing in it and this realisation after long hearing you laugh like that over something goofy the model does and you actually crack up and pin drop silence after cause that’s how loud you were…..
It’s that feeeeel charlie cause not like that anymore you are much more serious and keep to yourself…
Like that you with him you really REALLY miss the waaaaaaaay he would bring out the best of you like you still like yoruself today too the way you have grown stronger with time……but that you with Him was the most feminine you’d ever been specially comparing the you now and then that was your most beautiful feminine self ever it was his love poora ka pooora!!!!!!
It’s when someone loves you truly they do bring out the best in you and he always did loved you even when you were nothing at all and HOWWWWWW!!!!!!
It just hit and felt very different years after to hear your own laughter like that!!!!!
To the other moment common moemnt being when it gets cold outside the car and inside the windows get steamed up even the other day out with mom way back from work windows get like that and that feeeeel of the stadium place that one moemnt with him and getting caught by the cops…ever since then everytime that visual of the window brings every second every move every inch of him along and hiwwwwweeeeeee!!!!!!
Even now as you sit down for edit again this feeeeeel of his face his forehead his arms his smile his frowns his that one signature nod ayyyaaaaaaaaaa heart of your complete life and soul I swear for life!!
Just when that same feat and worry hits you with news bout bad weather in Bombay you get worried about him and knowing you can’t do a thing bout it…..he posts that post and that sudden something calms away inside of you he is good he is good he is safe kinda feel…
Something’s nai you can’t help it be it that habit of yours or this one just before sleeping playing his music on his channel and everyday for years now that one wait to find some any music of his and today it happens just when you get sleepy and head over to his channel and see this new update!!!
Am telling you charloe if there’s anything apart from all him and his presence that can possibly make you THIS happy anything other than him it’s his musiK…
That’s your own lil world of happiness right there!!
Ayyyaaaaaaaaa this feeeeeeeeeel as that one psyyyyy of a track plays on loop now!!!!!!!
Singaaaaaaaaaaa you gorgeous gorgeousssssss lil big adoooooorabke thing how only you are being missed away I say!!!!!!!!!
To find his music after yeaaaaaars!!!!!!
THIS level of happiness right RIGHT NOWWWWW!!!!!!!!
Some habits nai and out of all a sudden after years thus very moment the waaaaaay it makes you re realise whyyyy you always loooooved his musiK too!!!!!
Cause it all eventually did start with the sound of his musiK the Fink…!
He is the ultimate heart HEAAAART of your soul I swear!!!!!!
Take the day off to work on edits and reels his music playing mind in that himzone even whilst working this feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel be the weather the mood the zone you are in it just lands you in a complete different zone inside outside around you…….
Check him and see that halo of your happiness over him and that rush for moms fone and see him ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaa the heart of your soul literally !!!!!!
To live him with lucky zillion memories ayyaaaaaaaaaaa THIS STATE OF YOU right right now!!!!!!!
Singaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa if you only had the whifffest of idea waaaaaays you are being missed away abhiiii k abhiiiiiii!!!!!!!
Most of the campaign's you write the description for somehow feels like it's the you from the him times...
Like you recall that you from that time the real you and somehow write in that feel and zone...
This one too has all the him feels of seeing him in mornings start to the day with him to the many times you just felt him missed him with rains badly strongly or that Beatles track of here there everywhere, that you, that you miss.......
Another one to the list as you complete it and select it as the final draft all the ones you wrote last night post shoot!!
Some visuals even years after the very same feeeeeeel of him…
It’s the clouds just before monsoon or almost monsoon and the waaaaaay it always bring him along on the terrace talking bout the same clouds and sharing it with you…
Every time around June July this feeeeeeel of him seeing the same marshmallow clouds…
Prepping for the early morning shoot tomo you had to source the jewellery for the same and on the way it leads to tank bund necklace road stretch ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaa some days nai just too toooo perfect I say to relive him away in one of his places with his sound of music to the visuals of his marshmallow cloud too perfect !!
Sing miyaaaaaaaa howeeeeeee only like HOWWWEEEEE only!!!!!
It's this feeeeeeling every single time everytime something good something new something exciting happens the first and only person that comes to your mind with that urgency urge wish to share HIM!!!!!
The work at the new store is taking forever and going at a snails pace but this one lil thing that made you very happy today also did become your most fav corner till now.....and the second you style the spot n take a picture of it the very first wish to share it with him rushes through you...you know some wishes make no sense now but it's just that thing that side of you that you can't change now...
It's like the core of you by now...
This first corner of the store styled first time and you are in love with it baby steps for now........ nevertheless saving it up here!!
Cause it made you that happy!!
