Mooooood!!!!!

 One lilst glimpse of him in his room of all places!!!!!

Ayyyaaaaaaaaaa how baaaaaadly you longed to see his room again and after all these years ayyyaaaaaa that room of his…

It’s like you go rolling over decade back right there in his room karelllyyyyyy holding you by your waist screaming in that adoooooooorable tone of his voice showing this corner of the room that cockroach just flew it had wings now can’t see it anywhere…holding you tightly screaming moving you yaha waha trying to trace the cockroach and all you could feeel think live loooooooove adooooore was that version of him…

And you keep telling him it’s ok it’s not there anymore and him being him that beauuuuuutifully telling you all the possibilities of it coming back in the night to him like that adorably tells you it will find him in the night am telling you karely do something and all you could think of was everytime he said do something do something chummi eat his face up but his sister was just in the next room and his room door was open and him still screaming you couldn’t just couldn’t get your mind straight looking for the cockroach……

THAT many beauuuuuuuutifu versions of him lived in that very same room of his…

Ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa this mind today and it’s a mid week drink away tonight……

At work you see that halo over him and ever since then you just couldn’t help but think of the moemnt entering home and living him away……like that urge to live him and you ofc couldn’t cause mom was home today and you needed her phone for that…..the second you come home take her phone in your room and that feeeeeeeeeeeeeel of living him a side glimpse of his in his room editing and ayyyaaaaaaaaaaa your complete heart HEART right there on him!!!!!!

It’s that feeeeeeeeeling every single time charlie one something to do with him and it’s like your heart right out there living him away even the other day at first n only attempt at pickleball and this one guy in corner white shoes and all you could get your mind to relive was him in his white shoes walking across the gym and you living adoooooring him away from distance…

How do you even put the belts on this lil mad heart of yours!!!!!!!

How do you even put sense to it!!!!!!

Right now mind toooooooooo happppppy him highdddddd and this Norah singing is like leaning over him watching him from upclose smiiiiiiuling that shy high smile of his looking through you like into your soul and across……and all you can feel right now is him breathing his nose that slight twitch as you come close his eyes blinking that adooooorably as he gets conscious knowing you are that lost in him staring away……

Some tracks nai ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa this prettiest thing of your life all you ever loved loooooooooooooved!!!!!!!

Fuzzzzzy state of mind I say right now!!!!!!!!

He is that caramel custard vibe of your life I swear!!!!!!

This mind right in his room feeeeeelinf too many things away living toooooo many waaaaayyyyy too many versions of him away and this wish right now as the mind gets this beautifully slow and hiiiiigh super higjhhhhhh on him he better comes tonight too!!!!!!!

Black I say!!!!!!!

Sing miyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa if you only if ONLYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!

Like your face just changes just changes just like that one lil glimpse of him and it just changes!!!!!!!!

Always!!!!!!!!

Visual of loooove!!

 When even just the side profile fills you up with THIS much missing singaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!

HEARTTTTTTT of your life I say!!!!!!

Waking up!!

 Every single time he comes like this in black!!!!!!

This heart of yours ever since the waking up you just donno how to what to how only to I swear!!!!!!!

This mind that THAT him ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!

The MOSTASTEDLY gorgeous I sayyyy!!!!!!

This close and yet and YETTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!

Ultimate level of loooooooooooove kinda visual to the sound of him breathing...!

How only you are being missed away sing miyaaaaaaaa!!!!!!

If only had the sliiiiiiiightest idea bhi...

To be loved!!

 What level of love someone has to have to open an account today’s times just to follow her to live her details away…

Knowing him and his love level to just know to be loved by him like that!!!!!!!!

What bliss what luckiness I say!!

Some realisations nai it gets all different somehow…just when you realise it realise the fact of it!!

Aaj ka morning realisation just feels different, VERY!!

LOVE!!

 This forever looooove for his hands ayyyaaaaaa a zillion n more moments lived with that beauuuuuty of his hand...even on drives holding your hand as you lay on his lap also sometimes being your ultimate safest and the most loooooved seatbelt with sudden brakes holding your tighter!!

Some visuals nai bring along a zillion more memories and howwwwwweeeeeeeeee!!!!!

Today him petting that cat was all that and more...one lucky pussy I say!!!!!!!

It's that affection that fondness the waaaaays he just pets the cat away...this ever love for animals ayyyaaaaaaa that one big beauuuuutifulky gorgeous lil human I say!!!!!!!

This hugeeeee missing u come back home with right now after the longeat day of work...

Moments!!!!!

 From realising it’s been love all that while from and with wake up Sid to finally getting a chance to get sources for a costume for Konkona Sen today!!!!!

It felt hit different the second you get that call that feeeeeel of him in an instance to actually speaking to Tamana over customising designs for her events with her stylist as she loved the Anarkali and tells you it’s nothing like she has ever worn before and also mentions bout you noticing her recent series of pictures which were inspired by your reel cover images the spilt image thing and she wanted that same for her…..

Like it made you content with your work and everything but happiness is a different thing altogether…it didn’t make your soul your heart smile skip that beat feel that party on the inside where every organ every lil drop of boood your veins gushing coming alive with absolute happiness nothing of it…

And the second the sound of his voice falls on your ears ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa it’s like him singing away a song for you literally that kinfaaaaaaaa sukoon happiness absolute pure peak level of happiness I say I swear charlie!!!!!!

It just alwaysssssss hits different right from the first time to today in that moment!!

To hear him to live that bit of his presence pure JOY!!!!!!

Ringoooo miyaaa you lil fellow how absolutely lucky I swear!!!!!!!

SingaaaaaaAaa yet again how onlyyyyyyy you were missed today too!!!!!!!

Slightest ideaaaa!!!!!!!! 

How only why only!!!!!!!!

Madness!!

 You’ve been posting waaaaay too often than you ever did strangely madly only to see the C in the views how ironically mad is this!!!!!!

But something’s nai are what they are you have no clue why it makes you feel the way it does and then it suddenly stops!!

Back to weirdness and working on last bit of interiors with custom mirror work in progress where you wanted it to be a lil temple style and more antique types and that’s again taking all of your head away…to going out in the evening with mom and she leaves her phone with you as she takes a small nap and that feeeeel cause you did see the most looooooooooved red halo over him after VERY VERYYYYYYYY long……

There were two stores but this one to just knowwwwwwwww he is here in Hyderabad and this one feeeeeeeeeel I swear can never grow used to!!!!!!

NCEEVR I SAY!!!!!!!

And to hear him ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa the day had some big iconic moments work wise today after very long but it’s moments like these and you realise all over again what where who is your ABSOLUTE REAL happyyyyness I say!!!!!

Anything anywhere anythung at all to do with Him…!

The sound of his voice even sounding with a lil bit cold or flu kind but that tone of his voice ayyyaaaaaaaaaa ringoooo how lucky I sayyyy!!!!!!!

The sound of his voice saying good boy imaging him pouting away asoooooooooorabky as he says it ayyyaaaaaaa meraaaaa poooooora ka pooooooooora heart I say!!!!!!!

Right there!!!!!!!! In that sound of him feeeeel of him!!!!!!

To live any detail of him absooooolute happiness I swear!!!!

Like the ultimate level of happiness!!!!!!!