Faces…

Your most loved red halo on a Youday to his actual picture post absolute LOVE!!!!!

 That one place that one face that one human for life…

Its the waaaaaaaay waaaaaays it makes your heart feel!!!!!

Like no other!!

That one face soon did become your ultimate place of love for life and howwwweeeee!!!!

The waaaay any proud moment of his work makes your heart swell with pride!!

This one magic of the youdays absolute LOVE!!!!!

From awards to living that beauuuuuuuty of him ayyyaaaaaaaaaaa how baaaad much have you adored that one FACE for years now!!!!!!

The waaaaaay just living him away even from the distance makes your heart the HAPPIEST EVER!!!!!

one journey it's been... 

Come soo far...!

Youdazed & HOWWWEE!!!!

 Waking ups like these ayyaaaaaaaaaaa that one fellow that entirety of him ultimate love and happiness of your life!!!!!!

The second his sister says tu bas samne reh uske ayyyaaaaaaa it likes sings to your literal soul literally!!!!!!

To live him that ultimate level of happiness and pure love!!!!!!

It’s these beauuuuuuuutifullu adooooooorable versions of him that you absolutely drowned in love with him!!!!!

The complete him not some part of him some side of him but the entirety of him and to witness this side auyyaaaaaaa how lucky absolutely lucky one truly needs to be to have him in life I swear!!!!!!!

Be it the yesterdays pastel blue shirt the waaaaaay he looks that handsomely gorgeous in it to this ayyyaaaaaaaa kid version of him how much more can you possibly love and miss someone…

Post shoot it hasn’t been easier for you initially it felt like a flop show after investing that much time effort and money on the shoot and in between this pehle wala photographer calls you to congratulate on the brilliant shoot and stuff and that one moment the guy talks about this model friend  you had worked back to back previously talking about how she felt she is the face of your brand and only with her will you be able to get that kind of success and dishti things to the guy….basically ill mouthing away and you in fact had approached her as the first choice for the shoot but she was down with viral and just a day before the shoot date she tells you she wants to join…..by then the entire team was locked!!

And then after all that to hear all those things which somehow did affect the business initially which was the most stressful 2-3 weeks of your work life…even on the call the photographer infact suggested you to post a bts content mentioning how good the team and process was to show you don’t regret the decision you made cause that’s exactly what she wanted and was anticipating……it’s that feeling charlie as when the guy was talking all this about her it’s that thing in your head how you’ve always ended up choosing or trusting wrong people like just that one decision in your life Him the most RIGHT thing you ever did in your life but apart from that it’s always been this wrong to trust easy…which you did feel from her too with her reaction on that call over the campaign release…

Even worse with no driver managing too many things working on immediate new designs thinking this didn’t work and then how now it has worked for the best…

Cause it‘a that thing na charlie when you finally find a good dedicated team everybody putting in their best work and effort where that Lakmé week model who has worked with the best of the best brands in the industry too had that strict policy of no absolute calls or even sitting down in between the shoot felt like a learning experience like all that while expecting the model and photographer to not be on 1-2 hours calls chatting away in between the shoot as you wait there for them to get back to work wasn’t too much to ask for…

To the photographer ultimate best being the best principal sorts on team as that took the entire stress off your head to the photographers head…..that one line no phone and no sound set first thing before the shoot started too felt like made the absolute right choice in team selection to even the makeup artist doing every bit of the effort look wise drape wise and for the first time it felt like a team effort and not just you putting in the effort and work all by yourself…

When you put in all that and it doesn’t or move with no reaction it disturbed you in ways more than one…

All through those stressful weeks there has been Him your forever place to find your calm and chill in……

In your own way moments amidst chaos just living him away throug that friend tagged picture of his which sadly is not there anymore for some reason to today after late night of work on new designs and a stupid series play to find this adoooorabke video with him being his absolute adoooooooorable best has always been your ultimate source of happiness I say!!!!!

It makes you happy like nothing else in the world probably could or will…

The sound of his chuckle his expressions his that one face ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa one slurp I swear!!!!!!!!!!!

Too much missing today !!!!!!!!

This mind right now this THIS himhighd also when you feel the most inspired strangely!!

Weird some weird connection that is…!

One face!!!!

 That THAT one face in the world for you!!!!!

Ayyyaaaaaaaaaaa that adooorable expression in powder blue shirt with that daaaaaaadi of your heart on him...... how much do you loooove possibly can love someone to live him then and now as watching invasion you fall asleep galti se and see him again that close to your face right now..

His sister's birthday post and it absolutely made your day away and howwwweeee!!!!!

To live him then or now this very moment sing miyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!

How only why only howeeeeeee only!!!!!

Most loved red halo I say!!!!!

Mooood!!!!

 Suchaaaaaaaaa moooooood this mind is in tonight!!!!!!

The whole vibe of his from this morning to the music now how it just stringed together you weee listening to other tracks to this one and now your mind is on a driveeeee with him by your side and you living the love LOOOOOOOOVE of your life away right now!!!!!!!

It’s this beauty of some days be it these words earlier that did bring him along and howwwweeeee to this new music find on his channel to this song now and you are back in 2009 right now!!!!!

The TIME of your life having found Him!!!!!

This one pic of his your most loooooooved ever like how you wish you could blow it up and frame it big size in his tagged post…..hands folded his daaaaaaaaadi your heart on his face his smiiiiiiile the waaaaaay everytime you zoom it up and see him as close as possible it always brings back the visual the moment from his back from Bangalore lift date with him…

The waaaaaay he was standing with his hands folded that way at your steps area and letting you live his details away with that one smiiiile away on him……just allowing you to fill up your missing you living his facial details away feeeeeeling every detail of his away and most importantly the loooooooove of your life your heart on his face his daaaaadi!!!!!!

Ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaa how you looooooved feeeelijg it away with your hands and then your cheek and nose smelling his scent away as you feel along!!!!!

This morning too his daaaaaaadi this moment now this picture of his ayyyaaaaaaaaaaa THE LOOOOOVE of your life I say!!!!!!

Sing miyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa how only howeeeeeeeeee only missed away if he only knew charlie I swear!!!!!

Slightest bhi!!!!!!!

Chippppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy howeeeeeeee only!!!!!!!

Sound of magic!!

 Out on a drive and he out of nowhere plays this one track in Telugu and you change it back to lucky ali on his ipod saying you don’t understand and for that second realising ayyaa he is Telugu and you ask him to play it again…..him chuckling away plays it nodding away and then tells you smiling away driving looking at the road ahead you know actually in this the couple is on the drive and the girl looks at the actor the way you look at me on drives…..so I always wanted to hear this with you on the drive as it reminded me of it…

That one feeeeeeeeeeel to just live that moment of his mind it’s like almost feeeeelinf his mind away literally through his words and expression…

And how you looooooooooooved living him and his details away his facial expressions the way he lean over on the seat his shoulders his arms with one hand on the steering and the other close to your hands initially and then holding you after…

It’s like that one visual of love right there before your face that feeeeel of realising knowing everything you love was right there on his face…it’s that breathing talking moving smiling version of love right there…

To think of it now decade later thank god for that love of living him then as you write now shutting your eyes beech mein he is right there in his Škoda driving away with that one smile of his…that one nod of his seeing your madness for living him away!!!!!

The way he used to call it it’s like you are making up for the lost time all these years you missed out on seeing me…..

And that adooooorabke chuckle sound soon after saying it lol did you know then it wasn’t for the lost time earlier it was for what was coming later…

Youdazed!!!!!

 One electrifying Youday it’s been today!!!!!!

Be it the start of the day waking upto that rush of him ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa to live him that waaaaay the waaaaaaay it’s awakens toooo many versions of you hiding away on the inside in a woooosh!!!!!

It’s that one presence of him that makes you realise you are a woman!!!!!!

In wayssssssss more than one!!!!!!

To live breathe that way to live him move that way to live him smiiiileeeee away that way that literally used to melt your heart away in less than a second that one second you see him smile that one smile of his and goneeeeeeeee you were!!!!!

Ever since the first time seeing it, like that very moment to realise how someone just smiling in that corner looking up at you from that corner made you the happiest just the waaaaaay he looked smiling aaay all sweaty in between his set just looks at you from that weights corner as you were stretching on the other side of the gym…..just looks at you smiling away and the waaaaay it held you away in that very moment..no movement nothing just that feeeeeeel of his smile and all the way back home in auto smiling away akele recalling his smile away from the gym that day….

Today this morning too that rush of his that smile of his the way he was holding you closer not letting you move an inch away from him…….ayyyyaaaaaaaaa that ditto way of holding you by your neck closer to him!!!!!!

Something’s you write and this feeeeeeeeeeel then again to see his work post today of all days ayyaaaaaa his name again Chetan Singh on title !!!!!!

Something’s can make you happiest in explicable of ways!!!!!

Like work wise you’ve never been this stressed the way you’ve been post shoot…it’s been maddening and hectic and then there’s a morning like this you’ve been happily slow dancing away akele akele reimagining him in your arms for this morning to then see his work post with that most loved red halo over him….

To the music words of the track to now this need to listen to old tracks and this one accidental find ayyaaaaaaa some days nai pure magic…

Pure Him Magic…!

MusiK!!

 Some sounds take you back to that excat time you heard it the first time...

Most loved halo over him today and it was his work post Google hours trying to find where to watch it but nonuse the beauty of the post was the track from kaminey movie...

Howwwww he used to love mimicking it away that same accent and style of talking fa ka fa thing...

The BEST time of your life!!!!!!!!!!!

The HAPPIEST you've ever been in life!!!!!!!!!

Something's nai!!

Just like that out of nowhere...!