Downn with a temperature has been the most beautiful thing ever since him from fever dreams to himcomings like these right now when you galti se fall asleep and wake up with this feeeeeeeeeeeel of a gorgeous himcomings!!!!!!
HIM in that color ayyyaaaaaaaaaaa ever since seeing that you've been looking for that exact shade of color shirt to ordee for yourself...
To feeling this Him Highhhhhhd right now!!!!!!!!
The thingzzzzzz a misseeeing high mind could do to you is beyond logics I say!!!!
Like literally dreaming him away in colors white shirt burgundy shirt to your ultimate fav black shirt to this olive toned one…..
To dinallly seeing him in that very same color after yeaaaaaaars!!!!!
Back from Bangalore in the lift in the same almost olive green khaki tone jacket of his to this shirt of his and on your second most looooved date in the calendar 27tb October!!
It’s like rooooo many waaaay too many flashes and moments rushed together… the waaaaaaaay he looks that gorgeous daaaadi his hands his arms him with his straight profile him in his side profile HIM in any profile auyaaaaaaa your absolute poooora ka pooooora heart I say!!!!!!
The ultimate heart and soul of your heart I say!!!!!
Like you soooo baaaaaaaadly wanted to see him that very day and to eventually see him looking like one dish himself ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa eyes full hearted I swear!!!!!
Not mentioning the work or the driver or any other stress of today but the waaaaaaay that one moment of living him that one moment of that one face and that feeeeeeeeeeeel it laced away all of you with was beyond logics and words…I swear charlie the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaays anything him makes you this happy sometimes you only don’t understand…like it’s beyond your own senses only!!
Zillion crowd of people and that face and it’s all you want to see live loooooooooooove feeeeeeel touch taste lick and eat away only…….like the only face in the world the only human in the world that could possibly bring out a godzilluok feeeeels out of you is HIM!!!!!
The way watching those pictures on repeat was bringing back those flashes of maaaaadky falling in love with him again that evening back from Bangalore like seeing him living him feeeeling him that upclose in that color with that gorgeousness of his daaaaadi!!!!!! That charm that collar that you copy on most days too that vibe of him he is all moooooood all of him top to toe suchaaaaaa mooooood I say!!!!!!! Deliciously gorgeously killar mood I say!!!!!!
Sing miyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa how only you are being missed tonight again I say if he only onlyyyyy knew!!!!!!
Back from Bangalore vibes this heart of yours right nowwwwwwwweeeeeeee!!!!!
Miyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!
Moemnts like these right now!!!!!
How much more can you possibly miss someone miss that one face his music playing right eyes almost sleepy for a second shut eye and that face of his from the 27tg morning as he comes to pick you up for the gym......
Ayyaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one smile of your life I say.........
The way he slowly nudges your elbow with his elbow smiiiilijg that smileeee away of his and says in that one adooooorable tone of his voice so whatsupppppp miss!!!!!
His face from that morning even as you write now!!!!!!
THIS clear!!!!!
U reallllly baaaadky wanted to go to sanghi temple today but another driver gives hand now looking for another changes your complete plan for the day today......
To that sudden need to go to Begumpet for some fabiec via cab and you pass by tibb Frankie the white House mall that you remember the name of now it's these places of him...
Back then tooo on this day when he asks you where do you want to go eat something special and you fataaak se mention Frankie that nodd of his and instead takes you to this restaurant that he describes as the late afternoon evening light falls beautifully across this restaurant and he had been wanting to take you there...
On your way back though eventually Frankie too does happen!!
U just didn't feel like writing roday waaaaaay too much missing today and this sudden plan of going there was like visiting these moments of him reliving him in those very places of him from back then...
Some days nai make you feeeeeel some.moments that much more intensely!!!!!!!!
Today was one such day...
Literalllllly the only ONLY thing on your mind all of today amidst th sudden work changes was to keep checking him for the red most looooved halo over him...like min after min and also why you leave your phone with her and take hers instead!!
His guest lecture thing today at the studio and you waaaaaaaait for some SOME glimpse of him mainly it being today!!!!
And this feeeel now you come back home with!!!!!!
It's been a looooooong day of wait today...!
When your mom of all the movies asks you to look for dilse…
This movie at his place!!!!!
Some moments nai on some days hit differently!!
Some days some moments can nevrr grow used to!!
This very night years back then the sound of his voice on the call in that very moment realising how madly you were already in love with him, not realising all that while…
A meteor shower night with falling stars across the sky sun him on his terrace you in your balcony and just like that magic happened…
The ultimate magical night of your life…!
I still love you the same or maybe more Singh miyaa!!!!!!
This one realisation this one fact of your life only grows stronger with each year…
